



February 28th, 2009 Nelson
Im not going to lie- I hit sort of a low point lately. I really havent been able to put my finger on why exactly. I got off the bus in Nelson a few days ago, and there was a bit of a continuous pissing down rain, which irked me after the week of typhoon, but it did clear away and I was able to ride for a half day. I wouldnt say it was hot, but it wasnt cold, and although Nelson is a city of the arts and bookshops and espresso cafes, I couldnt help but think it looked exactly like Seattle; especially with the rain.
I found a lovely beach along the coastline leading westward towards the two major national parks: Abel Tasman and Kurahangi. There are dozens of long distance hikes that go through this region; thus, heaps of backpackers and travelling types with enormous bags. However, I didnt feel the least bit curious or even willing to chat, smile or strike up a conversation. Someone asked me where I was headed and I said I couldnt remember. Someone else asked me if I was afraid, and I said "Of what?" I posted my tent up as far away from anyone in the campground, and was thoroughly annoyed when two girls parked their van right next to me! Cursing them from within my tent, I read through "Twilight" in a night, and lucky for them they moved their van.
The next day was actually brighter, and didnt have to wear a jumper (thats a jacket/sweater for you yanks) and I had no reason to feel tired, but I was. I was tired even though I enjoyed riding after being sick for a week. Bite after bite of 300g of dark chocolate, energy drinks and smoked fish sandwiches, I still couldnt shake the feeling I was damn uninspired. I picked up a new book called "Broken" in the campsite TV lounge about spousal abuse and divorce. The next day was pouring down rain, I was depressed and caught the next bus back to Nelson.
Rain, rain, rain. What the hell am I doing back in Seattle?!?
Stuck in Nelson in the rain after the last bus left for the ferry to the north island, I had a couple of choices. Continue to be grumpy or find a little light of pleasure. I bought a sandwich, not bad, then a double ice cream cone, getting better, then a wonderful uplifting new book "Eat, Pray, Love," hoorah! and met some friendly cyclists and followed them to the hostel for camping where they bought me a beer.
At last, I bought some Indian food, initiated my own conversation with a fellow cyclist at the bar, and am so excited to curl up with my new book and my little dream on the horizon. Could I also publish my own book of arm-chair travel one day...Could it happen in this global economic crisis? Are we allowed to dare to dream with this economic climate? Maybe not; but I need something to get me going and so far chocolate bars isnt cutting it. Stay tuned...
Another bus ride and ferry across Wellington, I finished my book and decided the thing to do would be to see Dad in Auckland. First, I will ride the East Cape.





































